Can I Get A Little Change?

I've found a lot changes after you graduate high school.
Who you hang out with and what you do.
What you talk about and who you become.
I have changed a lot since I graduated,
at least my attitude has.
I don't get upset at the small things,
which is great;
except I don't get upset at all.
I feel like I am holding everything in.
But I am not upset,
and I don't understand why.
Could this possibly be happiness brewing?
Let's hope so because that is something this kid desperately needs!
I remember getting upset just when people wouldn't text back.
But now it doesn't matter as much.
Even today I was the third wheel,
and I was upset for awhile;
but now I am over it.
It wasn't their fault I was left out,
I stayed out of the conversation on purpose.
I don't wanna hear what they talk about;
nor do I want to see them in that light.
They are both good friends;
I'd just rather not hang with just the two of them again.
My friends have changed a lot lately;
which sucks a lot!
They make bad decisions and I cannot do a thing about it.
I just need to take the advice of a good friend and not worry about them, but instead myself.
I will become a good Christian and live the life God wants me to.
I cant make other people's decisions;
but maybe my outlook on life can influence them...?
Who knows...nobody but God.
Peace and love my brethren!