Stupid Gmail

So, I was just on my email,
 and the person I liked for 3 years was online.
I really wanted to start a chat with them,
but I know that would have been stupid.
Stupid like me emailing them the url to get to my blog.
Stupid like me typing notes in history for each section,
 just so I could give my notes to them.
Stupid like me using copying each others notes as an excuse to talk to each other.
Stupid like me thinking we were friends.
Stupid like me thinking they cared.
Stupid like me,
writing this blog right now just because I hope they read it.
Stupid like me wanting them to read.
Stupid like me still wanting to talk to them.
Stupid like me missing them.
Though it may seem stupid,
I don't believe it's ignorant of me.
I know they have a good heart,
and are a good person.
I just wish they realized it and didn't try to be someone they're not.
I still care about them.
And if they are reading this,
I'm sure you know who you are.
Then you obviously care.
Don't be stupid and just read my blog,
email or text me.
Because, for some odd reason,
I still care about you a lot.
Peace.