Pictures of You

So this is my third blog tonight, I know.
But this one is more necessary than the others I think.
The song 'Pictures of You' by 'The Last Goodnight' just came on on my Pandora.
When it came on it got to me.
That was one of my favorite songs back when Kim was still here.
It was the first song I set as her ringtone and it was the song I was listening to when she called me the first time.
I really miss you Kim!
I cried for the first time about it writing on your wall.
I think I have tried to pretend it didn't happen.
I want to believe you just transfered schools and it didn't really happen.
Why would God do that?
I don't understand!
I wish you were here.
Life would be so different if you were.
I would probably still be in high school at SEW.
I know God has a plan for everything,
but I really don't understand this one.
When I heard this song Carrie,
I picked up the photo you gave me and that started my reminissence.
I love you sis.
I love everyone who is reading this blog.
That means you Cassandra, Ashley, Tayler, Chrissy, and Erick.
I don't want to lose any of you,
ever.
Just a little peace of my mind...